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Non-Fiction: ABDL Origins
The first time I wore adult diapers

I was 19, in college, and the year was 2000. I was living just off campus in a one-bedroom apartment by myself (a big luxury). 

I was pretty experienced at wetting my jeans at this point. Every now and then I got a hold of a baby diaper and would have some fun with it (the vending machines in bathrooms, anyone?), but I hadn't worn proper adult diapers yet. I don't think it had ever really occurred to me. This was well before any of the ABDL diapers had come out, so all we had were Depends and other drug store diapers.

It was finals week. I was pretty stressed, and one day a light bulb went off over my head: I could go to Target and buy some adult diapers. I'm sure I had walked down the diaper aisle before, but never really thought about buying them. What would I have done, taken them back to my dad's house? A big package of diapers? I had never had a place to myself to experiment. I told myself I could do it once finals were over and it was time to celebrate. 

Well, I made it through all of one exam before I felt like I needed to celebrate. I felt guilty for not waiting, but still got into my car and drove to the nearest Target. It wasn't in the best part of town, but it was where all of us students went. I can still remember the old, basic red and black design of the Target brand packaging. They were the traditional adult diapers with tabs, like big baby diapers.

It was so exciting to buy them. Oddly I don't think I was that embarrassed. I figured the cashier would think they were for someone else, if they even bothered to think about them at all. After all, what nineteen year old went and bought his own diapers for fun? 

I had imagined myself putting one on and slowly filling it up. I had no idea what to really expect. Well, what happened was I was too hard to pee and the tip of my dick stuck out over the top of my diaper. I was genuinely disappointed that I wasn't having the "perfect" diaper experience. I was able to pull the diaper up over my hard dick, though, and eventually could squeeze out some pee into it. 

It was electrifying. I couldn't believe what I had done. I had wet a diaper: a properly sized adult diaper that actually fit me, and the evidence was taped around my waist. I came so hard I genuinely thought my legs were going to give out underneath me, and fell back onto my bed. I didn't know what to do next, but knew that something awesome had only just begun.

The End

Love,
MN AB/DL Daddy

P.S. Let me know if you want me to share more stories about diapers or pants wetting!